buzz it up! wow, it's been quite a mean time i had been not continue the blog journey. well, time tells everything. my schedule is well packed and eventually reading blogs isn't on my everyday list.
okek okek let's get to the point last thrusday which is yesterday, the 10th was my 1st year anniversary with my baby boyfriend =) 1 year baby. tats what we talk about, 1 year. haha, im preety much excited our relationship goes stronger and stronger and extend longer and longer till so so on. we didnt celebrate together, distance matter =( but did rang ourselves a wishing phonecall. thanks to my bestfriend, Ann for wishing us on the special day. thanks to the Rezza's girl too, Syikin for wishing us :P
guess to the person whom i love so much, Bebe i would love to let you know that i adore you forever. and happy anniversary love, eh happy belated! haha. it's 11th today. no more 10th you huhu. im so happy to have a man like you in my life :)
Friday, July 11, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
8 Things
8 things I’m passionate about:
1. My Bebe
2. Perfumes
3. My Bella
4. Vintages
5. Flowers
6. Ice-Creams
7. Arts
8. Baby's cook ;)
8 things I say often:
1. Bebeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
2. I love you Bebe and miss u :((((((
3. Kasi RM5 reload
4. Tia mok
5. Bah bah bah
6. manadaaaaaaaaaaaaa
7. bebe bongok ;);)
8. ellowwww and byebyeeeee
8 books I’ve read recently:
1. did not buy any magazines or books to be read this month
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -
8 things to do before I die:
1. Tying a knot with Bebe, having kids and everything with him. it's just everything!
2. Finish my studies.
3. Posses own career, car and house to live.
4. Able to give my parents the money that i earn from working hard and an extra extra comfortable life to live on.
5. A loving and caring mother to her children. :P
6. Raising charity funds for the orphanage.
7. Traveling with the love one.
8. A garden that the flowers plant by myself for my love one.
8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
1. Jason Mraz's Bella Luna
2. No Doubt's Sunday Morning and I'm Just A Girl
3. Celine Dion's Song For You and Because You Love Me
4. Tamia's Me, If I Were You and Officially Missing You
5. Titi Dj's Galau and Separuh Hidupku
6. The Cranberries's Animal Instict
7. Alicia Key's Superwomen and The Thing About Love
8. Avril Lavigne's I Miss You
8 things I learn in the last year:
1. No to yell and mess thing around you when you got mad
2. I learn how to truly love someone so so much and stay laughing with him all day long! this is very true haha
3. Being truly honest with someone that i love so much, no more 3rd party scandals this time and forever will be.
4. Life goes on! yessssss moveeeeeee on babyyyyyyyyyy
5. She's a mannnnnneaterrrrrrrrrrrrrrr(have u heard about maneater? wahahha)
6. More stronger and determined than i used to be before.
7. Accept the fact that i seriously don't wish to be happen(i still dislike the matter of fact! wahaha)
8. Can only club and drink when my love one around!
8 People I want to tag.
1. Bebe
2. Momoi
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -
everything about the 5 things
Name 5 Things You Want For Christmas
1. My Bebe's present
2. Gifts
3. Cash
4. Vacations
5. A moonlight dance
Name 5 Thing You Want For Valentine's Day
1. Still the same answer : My Bebe's present
2. ROSES (A MUST FOR EVERY WOMEN)
3. Hugs and Kisses
4. Dinner for two :P
5. Dance
Name 5 People Who Are Close To You
1. Bebe
2. Momoi
3. Richard
4. Mag
5. Bella
Name 5 Things That Make You Mad
1. Liars
2. Backstabber
3. When my precious stuff got stolen
4. Intolerable
5. Rudeness
Name 5 Things That You Like
1. Anything about my precious man, Bebe :P
2. Arts & Musics
3. Vintages
4. Flowers
5. Serenity
Name 5 Things That You Dislikes
1. Annoying unwanted human in my life
2. When you have to accept the fact that you don't wish to
3. Hot heat sun baby
4. Chili
5. Deep water
I'm gonna tag...
1. Bebe
2. Momoi
3. -
4. -
5. -
1. My Bebe's present
2. Gifts
3. Cash
4. Vacations
5. A moonlight dance
Name 5 Thing You Want For Valentine's Day
1. Still the same answer : My Bebe's present
2. ROSES (A MUST FOR EVERY WOMEN)
3. Hugs and Kisses
4. Dinner for two :P
5. Dance
Name 5 People Who Are Close To You
1. Bebe
2. Momoi
3. Richard
4. Mag
5. Bella
Name 5 Things That Make You Mad
1. Liars
2. Backstabber
3. When my precious stuff got stolen
4. Intolerable
5. Rudeness
Name 5 Things That You Like
1. Anything about my precious man, Bebe :P
2. Arts & Musics
3. Vintages
4. Flowers
5. Serenity
Name 5 Things That You Dislikes
1. Annoying unwanted human in my life
2. When you have to accept the fact that you don't wish to
3. Hot heat sun baby
4. Chili
5. Deep water
I'm gonna tag...
1. Bebe
2. Momoi
3. -
4. -
5. -
Monday, January 28, 2008
Song For You =)
Yesterday, i was listening to Celine Dion's new tracks. Her new album has widely various compilation from the slow till ass shaking tuned. I am one of her huge fan since i was still a little girl. I got influenced by my Dad la listening to her song this haha. Yet i found out one song entitled itself as A Song For You. The music was awesome, piano and violin sound supporter, my type la abis cherita wahaha. I just love them and the song itself. there goes the lyric.
A Song For You by Celine Dion
I couldn't live
I couldnt live without your love
for one kiss
well I'd give everything up
there's no words I can describe
what I feel deep inside
so I let this song say it all
Then I hope you'll understand
once you've listened till the end
Heard the music in my head
so before I could forget
I start singing
yeah I was singing
this song
for you
Just made up the words
la la la ohhh ohhh yeah
my heart with a melody
so I am singing
this song
for you
I dedicate this song to my Sweetie. A song for you yeah for you :P love you so much Bebe
Bebe still remember the cat u used to pamper while we cook at the back kitchen? =p
I couldn't live
I couldnt live without your love
for one kiss
well I'd give everything up
there's no words I can describe
what I feel deep inside
so I let this song say it all
Then I hope you'll understand
once you've listened till the end
Heard the music in my head
so before I could forget
I start singing
yeah I was singing
this song
for you
Just made up the words
la la la ohhh ohhh yeah
my heart with a melody
so I am singing
this song
for you
I dedicate this song to my Sweetie. A song for you yeah for you :P love you so much Bebe
Bebe still remember the cat u used to pamper while we cook at the back kitchen? =p
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Memoirs & My Weekends
Love is always us right bebe? and this heart shape berries are for you =p
yesterday, i went to citymall with momoi. the real intention to of mine to get her over was to replace her broken sunglasses. so there goes my main point. i drove straight away to her rented house right after my work. i finished early because my student for the last period class didn't turn up. I am supposed to finish teaching the kids at 5.30p.m sharp. it was tiring day for me, woke up early at the 7 and something then get myself ready there before the teaching time. well as i mentioned K I D S, kids, playful, naughty, lazy bump.. and so so u may label their attitude very well yeah.. some of my student was quite good enough, but some, u have to bribe them first before u want them to do the works given. i love teaching them, all i have to be is being PATIENT. but that doesn't mean that they can get on my nerve easily :P So Sunday, that was sooooooooo Sunday today haha.. as usual i started teaching at 9 in the morning and finished at 2.30pm. i didn't go anywhere today, ride myself to work and home, that's all.
i wrote, i went to citymall right in the first paragraph, so we was about to look for the sunglasses replacement. but yet we stop by the Giant market, momoi was looking for her stuff. and myself lingered around there looking for all the stuff price. the price was quite reasonable, not that expensive for me, and not that cheap, moderate one. i saw this comforter sets which was tagged for RM49-60. the prints was really niceeeeeeeeeeee to me.. nice and cuteeeeee wahaha.. i love cartoons and love shape prints =p i nearly get myself blindfold and buy it but my heart stop me from doing that because mum will always buy me stuffs wahaha.. so asking her to buy that will be better. so i went to the frozen foods section, there was a lot of labels and foods along the long cold storage and i saw the Fish fillet which i and bebe cooked sama2 for our fish&chip dinner and supper. That fillet i saw remind me of him haha.. and then i went to the veggie section, momoi was looking for broccoli. it remind me of him too when i saw that veggies, the pale and green broccolis, there was a day i cooked him a surprise dinner meal =p i recall i masak the chicken, veggie and meat pregedel =p i sengaja cook the veggie specially for him, i wanted him to try the veggie and wanted him to know eating veggie is good =p thanks god he like it haha. I always give the best to my love one and to especially him, i want the best for him. for my bebe wek wek =p after that, we beli sunglasses la at the upper floor. then we have our dinner at the old setting coffee shop. next to the coffee house was the place which i been to with bebe the donut shop. i love eating flavoured donut, and so do my bebe. =p we have thing in common =p looking at the shop just got myself recalling the memory i used to have with him there. Citymall left memories of me and him when he was around here. T_________T rindu bebe today i makan yogurtberry pown teringat dia =/ mum bought a plain one so i ate sambil terfikir2 dia la.
some place and thing would left me a great precious memories with bebe on my history life. i'm a very nostalgically person. i have this feeling when i started to know bebe, and the feeling get stronger when we officially got ourself as a lover.
i wrote, i went to citymall right in the first paragraph, so we was about to look for the sunglasses replacement. but yet we stop by the Giant market, momoi was looking for her stuff. and myself lingered around there looking for all the stuff price. the price was quite reasonable, not that expensive for me, and not that cheap, moderate one. i saw this comforter sets which was tagged for RM49-60. the prints was really niceeeeeeeeeeee to me.. nice and cuteeeeee wahaha.. i love cartoons and love shape prints =p i nearly get myself blindfold and buy it but my heart stop me from doing that because mum will always buy me stuffs wahaha.. so asking her to buy that will be better. so i went to the frozen foods section, there was a lot of labels and foods along the long cold storage and i saw the Fish fillet which i and bebe cooked sama2 for our fish&chip dinner and supper. That fillet i saw remind me of him haha.. and then i went to the veggie section, momoi was looking for broccoli. it remind me of him too when i saw that veggies, the pale and green broccolis, there was a day i cooked him a surprise dinner meal =p i recall i masak the chicken, veggie and meat pregedel =p i sengaja cook the veggie specially for him, i wanted him to try the veggie and wanted him to know eating veggie is good =p thanks god he like it haha. I always give the best to my love one and to especially him, i want the best for him. for my bebe wek wek =p after that, we beli sunglasses la at the upper floor. then we have our dinner at the old setting coffee shop. next to the coffee house was the place which i been to with bebe the donut shop. i love eating flavoured donut, and so do my bebe. =p we have thing in common =p looking at the shop just got myself recalling the memory i used to have with him there. Citymall left memories of me and him when he was around here. T_________T rindu bebe today i makan yogurtberry pown teringat dia =/ mum bought a plain one so i ate sambil terfikir2 dia la.
some place and thing would left me a great precious memories with bebe on my history life. i'm a very nostalgically person. i have this feeling when i started to know bebe, and the feeling get stronger when we officially got ourself as a lover.
Strawberries and black cat ;) ;) for bebe. bebe u mmg ngam hitam aitessss ;)
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
Looking back at 2007
Glad to see 2007 go? :
Certain dates still fresh for me, like Triple 7 and 25 December 2007, those were memorable days for me. hardly for me to just let go like that, not hardly but i wont never.
Age turned in 2007? :
19
Did you change your hair in 2007? How?:
yes, i used to have long and blonde hair. then i coloured it to red and cut it shorter and shorter.
The best part of 2007? :
The June, Triple 7, 25 December - 31 December
The worst part of 2007? :
Triple 7 night :), Middle of December till 25
Any new crushes in 2007? Who? :
Yes, he's my current bf suda; Faris Ameer Izat bin Ismail
Who will you never forget?
Faris Ameer Izat bin Ismail
Who did you wish you did not meet? :
My ex bf
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend in 2007? :
Yes, Bebe la =p
Did you fall in love in 2007? :
yessss.. to bebe juga
Did you get caught in a lie? What was it? :
no i guess
Did you call them out? :
no
Funniest moment of 2007? :
With bebe, we had alot of funniest moments together.. uncountable times.. wahaha.. we joke alot when he's around
Most embarrassing moment of 2007? :
nothing particular
Did you take any vacations in 2007? Where? :
yes, to kl jumpa bebe.
Any new hobbies of 2007? :
new hobbies? love, sayang, care and gayut/sms sama bebe :P
Did you get a new job in 2007? :
yes, a part time job for 3 months.
Did you host a party in 2007? :
yes.. my birthday party on March
Where did most of your money go? :
internet shopping, Bebe, cigarettes and phone reload coupon.
What song will always remind you of 2007? :
Jason Mraz - Bella Luna ; Ada Cinta
What do you wish you抎 done more of? :
i wish i could stay closer with him.
What do you wish you’d done less of? :
CIGARETTES! damnnnn boy i had hard time to quit
Biggest achievement in 2007? :
I get thru to Semester 4 and the most important thing, i met someone who truly love me for who i am and so much :)
Biggest failure in 2007 :
i failed to fly myself next to him physically everyday =(
In 2007, did you lie to miss a day of work / school? :
yes why not haha
Did you move in 2007? :
no
Did you wish on a shooting star in 2007? :
i wish on stars, but sini manada shooting star
What was your greatest musical discovery? :
Antonio Vivaldi, his musics are magnificent!
What was the best book you read? :
Sweetheart, it's a poetry book
What was your favourite movie of the year? :
Love is Cinta, Resident Evil 3
What did you want in 2007 and got?
i want bebe, now i have him! =p new cellphone, new car amplifier
What did you want in 2007 but didn’t get?
i wish to be just next to him.
Did you make-out in public in 2007? :
no
What抯 the ringer on your cellphone? :
Kat De Luna - Am I Dreaming in spanish
What kept you sane?
Bebe
Who did you miss?
Bebe, everyday IMYS sama dia
Who was the best new person you met?
Bebe :) he's the best, the great.. he's everything..
What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I wish i could live with him together
Did you drink too much in 2007? :
yes.. during July haha.. that was my last alcohol consumption
Your favorite commercial of 2007? :
im not into it
Something you couldn抰 leave home without in 2007? :
my jewelleries wahaha.. and Bebe's mini picture
How did you spend New Year’s 2007? :
i went out with my ex, been to Island Bar and had stout and some alcohol drinks till he got drunk.
Your birthday? :
I celebrated with tons of babes and my parents surrounded me in beach hotel poolside restaurant. well u can have a look on it of my celebration my very 1st write on this blog.
How do you plan to usher in the new year?
Work to get some income for my love and family and study, i have one year more to complete my course.
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007 :
i had someone new in my life, he taught what is happy and strength, and brought me some extra love and care. i called him as my life, he's everything, all that u could be label as love, happy, strength, care, trust, loyalty, honesty.. everything.. he even teach me what is patience, i used to have a bad tempered, no one could tame me, only him could do something miracle on that. he taught me how to wait, so i wait =) for this love sake of us..
Certain dates still fresh for me, like Triple 7 and 25 December 2007, those were memorable days for me. hardly for me to just let go like that, not hardly but i wont never.
Age turned in 2007? :
19
Did you change your hair in 2007? How?:
yes, i used to have long and blonde hair. then i coloured it to red and cut it shorter and shorter.
The best part of 2007? :
The June, Triple 7, 25 December - 31 December
The worst part of 2007? :
Triple 7 night :), Middle of December till 25
Any new crushes in 2007? Who? :
Yes, he's my current bf suda; Faris Ameer Izat bin Ismail
Who will you never forget?
Faris Ameer Izat bin Ismail
Who did you wish you did not meet? :
My ex bf
Did you have a boyfriend/girlfriend in 2007? :
Yes, Bebe la =p
Did you fall in love in 2007? :
yessss.. to bebe juga
Did you get caught in a lie? What was it? :
no i guess
Did you call them out? :
no
Funniest moment of 2007? :
With bebe, we had alot of funniest moments together.. uncountable times.. wahaha.. we joke alot when he's around
Most embarrassing moment of 2007? :
nothing particular
Did you take any vacations in 2007? Where? :
yes, to kl jumpa bebe.
Any new hobbies of 2007? :
new hobbies? love, sayang, care and gayut/sms sama bebe :P
Did you get a new job in 2007? :
yes, a part time job for 3 months.
Did you host a party in 2007? :
yes.. my birthday party on March
Where did most of your money go? :
internet shopping, Bebe, cigarettes and phone reload coupon.
What song will always remind you of 2007? :
Jason Mraz - Bella Luna ; Ada Cinta
What do you wish you抎 done more of? :
i wish i could stay closer with him.
What do you wish you’d done less of? :
CIGARETTES! damnnnn boy i had hard time to quit
Biggest achievement in 2007? :
I get thru to Semester 4 and the most important thing, i met someone who truly love me for who i am and so much :)
Biggest failure in 2007 :
i failed to fly myself next to him physically everyday =(
In 2007, did you lie to miss a day of work / school? :
yes why not haha
Did you move in 2007? :
no
Did you wish on a shooting star in 2007? :
i wish on stars, but sini manada shooting star
What was your greatest musical discovery? :
Antonio Vivaldi, his musics are magnificent!
What was the best book you read? :
Sweetheart, it's a poetry book
What was your favourite movie of the year? :
Love is Cinta, Resident Evil 3
What did you want in 2007 and got?
i want bebe, now i have him! =p new cellphone, new car amplifier
What did you want in 2007 but didn’t get?
i wish to be just next to him.
Did you make-out in public in 2007? :
no
What抯 the ringer on your cellphone? :
Kat De Luna - Am I Dreaming in spanish
What kept you sane?
Bebe
Who did you miss?
Bebe, everyday IMYS sama dia
Who was the best new person you met?
Bebe :) he's the best, the great.. he's everything..
What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
I wish i could live with him together
Did you drink too much in 2007? :
yes.. during July haha.. that was my last alcohol consumption
Your favorite commercial of 2007? :
im not into it
Something you couldn抰 leave home without in 2007? :
my jewelleries wahaha.. and Bebe's mini picture
How did you spend New Year’s 2007? :
i went out with my ex, been to Island Bar and had stout and some alcohol drinks till he got drunk.
Your birthday? :
I celebrated with tons of babes and my parents surrounded me in beach hotel poolside restaurant. well u can have a look on it of my celebration my very 1st write on this blog.
How do you plan to usher in the new year?
Work to get some income for my love and family and study, i have one year more to complete my course.
Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007 :
i had someone new in my life, he taught what is happy and strength, and brought me some extra love and care. i called him as my life, he's everything, all that u could be label as love, happy, strength, care, trust, loyalty, honesty.. everything.. he even teach me what is patience, i used to have a bad tempered, no one could tame me, only him could do something miracle on that. he taught me how to wait, so i wait =) for this love sake of us..
Sunday, January 6, 2008
the 25 December 2007 till 6 January 2008
25 December 2007, this was the most memorable date for me, finally after a hard time prayer and hopes he came juga to kk. thanks bebe, i could been so lost if u couldnt make it. thank you so much for coming.. so he was here for about 2 weeks jugala lama, i hope he could extend more, but what i expected became unexpected situation.. aaa.. lets talk about the happy moments first..
we learned and shared a lot in my home, from the a to z. just mention anything :) nothing to be missed out. there is only two word i could described him as in, SWEET and romantic. we did everything, the cook.. dinner and supper! haha.. bebe cooked me the fillets, sedappppp sangat! and the lamb.. it was fabulous.. no other man cook me such a nice meals before.. and the movies nights.. we watched a total of 4 movies in this 2 weeks time.. avp 2, i am legend, the ferryman and the house.. nice thrilled horror movie.. i got to hug and lay my head upon his shoulder most of those movies we watched.. sweet yeah :p within this 2 weeks, i saw his face next to me when i was sleeping yet when i was wake up.. those baby look face :) somehow sejuk hati bila u pandang those face.. i have a lot to write about.. at this moment.. i just cant write it all in one thought.. so wait for the next episode! :P btw, i love u so much bebe
6-1-2008 4.14pm
ohhhhh yesss.. i really have alot of stuff to write on.. i received gifts from him.. he gave me my favourite perfume, a hug able white bear, a :@) phone chain and baby tee.. thanks sweetie for all the gift u bagi.. i appreciate and like it so much.. in return of those gifts i bagi him a kiss for a thank =p and and.. some gifts juga for him, itu u have to ask him la apa i kasi.. a simple gift with a deep meanings..
we have things in common, we get along together easily, we laugh together, we burp together, we yawn together.. yes i know some girls are shy to show that infront of guys, but i dont wahaha.. kenapa mok malu2 kan? bf sendiri juga the one u love so much! :P what else we did, we tdo and bangun together, we hug we kiss wee wee weeee everything.. haha.. this home and room tells everything about us.. even bila i driveeeee.. sempat lagiiii he lay his head dekat my peha sambil tgk i drive.. haha.. sweet.. i'm really happy to have him..
during these 2 weeks, he learned something new juga.. something i think which he never have intention to touch or even learn waaha.. i taught him plucked the guitar.. just a simple song.. he's getting good.. yeah improve laa kann after few days practise :P sempat lagi with his resistance sexy eyes..
the most hard time to accept the fact that he's going to leave me juga.. like i said, i hope he could extend till his birthday. but the parents plak datang sini secara suprise which i am so helpless :( and couldn't do anything more. i cried a lot, infront of him this time, i couldnt hold the tears long enough juga kan.. he's my best companion, my man, the one i could rely on when im down, i could hold and hug him when i need comfort..
sehari before he went back, i bought him flowers, i know he love flowers. see? we have things in common kan i told u wahaha. 3 chrysanthemums and 2 red roses :) guess what the meaning, i love you forever&ever. thats the 2nd suprised. the first one oh ya lupa plak cherita, kami after dinner with both our parents bah tu that friday night, so i'm thinking to buy him 2 slices of cakes with candle on the top. i didnt tell him thought, bah suda suprise kan.. i bawak him pigi secret recipe at warisan, i asked him to naik atas dulu meantime i di bawah tengah order cake.. i ingat ada this mango delight, unfortunately habis dah :( so i ambik chocolate la.. then bila naik2 atas duduk with him... i act like nothing happen neyh haha.. suddenly the worker came in supriseeeeee with the cake i order haha.. bebe so terkejut! i could see happiness in those eyes of him that moment.. happiness speechless haha.. luv you be :P
last day, it was sad to see that he's leaving.. i manage to hold myself from crying.. tapi mmg sedehy la kan in the heart.. berat hati nak kasi lepas dia.. but what to do.. makin sayang plak im with him, thanks God for answering my prayer.. please be with us all the time, because i really do love him so much, and won't stop loving him. i could feel the love is growing strongly in between us. sayang bebe so much :)
7-1-2008 12.21am
we learned and shared a lot in my home, from the a to z. just mention anything :) nothing to be missed out. there is only two word i could described him as in, SWEET and romantic. we did everything, the cook.. dinner and supper! haha.. bebe cooked me the fillets, sedappppp sangat! and the lamb.. it was fabulous.. no other man cook me such a nice meals before.. and the movies nights.. we watched a total of 4 movies in this 2 weeks time.. avp 2, i am legend, the ferryman and the house.. nice thrilled horror movie.. i got to hug and lay my head upon his shoulder most of those movies we watched.. sweet yeah :p within this 2 weeks, i saw his face next to me when i was sleeping yet when i was wake up.. those baby look face :) somehow sejuk hati bila u pandang those face.. i have a lot to write about.. at this moment.. i just cant write it all in one thought.. so wait for the next episode! :P btw, i love u so much bebe
6-1-2008 4.14pm
ohhhhh yesss.. i really have alot of stuff to write on.. i received gifts from him.. he gave me my favourite perfume, a hug able white bear, a :@) phone chain and baby tee.. thanks sweetie for all the gift u bagi.. i appreciate and like it so much.. in return of those gifts i bagi him a kiss for a thank =p and and.. some gifts juga for him, itu u have to ask him la apa i kasi.. a simple gift with a deep meanings..
we have things in common, we get along together easily, we laugh together, we burp together, we yawn together.. yes i know some girls are shy to show that infront of guys, but i dont wahaha.. kenapa mok malu2 kan? bf sendiri juga the one u love so much! :P what else we did, we tdo and bangun together, we hug we kiss wee wee weeee everything.. haha.. this home and room tells everything about us.. even bila i driveeeee.. sempat lagiiii he lay his head dekat my peha sambil tgk i drive.. haha.. sweet.. i'm really happy to have him..
during these 2 weeks, he learned something new juga.. something i think which he never have intention to touch or even learn waaha.. i taught him plucked the guitar.. just a simple song.. he's getting good.. yeah improve laa kann after few days practise :P sempat lagi with his resistance sexy eyes..
the most hard time to accept the fact that he's going to leave me juga.. like i said, i hope he could extend till his birthday. but the parents plak datang sini secara suprise which i am so helpless :( and couldn't do anything more. i cried a lot, infront of him this time, i couldnt hold the tears long enough juga kan.. he's my best companion, my man, the one i could rely on when im down, i could hold and hug him when i need comfort..
sehari before he went back, i bought him flowers, i know he love flowers. see? we have things in common kan i told u wahaha. 3 chrysanthemums and 2 red roses :) guess what the meaning, i love you forever&ever. thats the 2nd suprised. the first one oh ya lupa plak cherita, kami after dinner with both our parents bah tu that friday night, so i'm thinking to buy him 2 slices of cakes with candle on the top. i didnt tell him thought, bah suda suprise kan.. i bawak him pigi secret recipe at warisan, i asked him to naik atas dulu meantime i di bawah tengah order cake.. i ingat ada this mango delight, unfortunately habis dah :( so i ambik chocolate la.. then bila naik2 atas duduk with him... i act like nothing happen neyh haha.. suddenly the worker came in supriseeeeee with the cake i order haha.. bebe so terkejut! i could see happiness in those eyes of him that moment.. happiness speechless haha.. luv you be :P
last day, it was sad to see that he's leaving.. i manage to hold myself from crying.. tapi mmg sedehy la kan in the heart.. berat hati nak kasi lepas dia.. but what to do.. makin sayang plak im with him, thanks God for answering my prayer.. please be with us all the time, because i really do love him so much, and won't stop loving him. i could feel the love is growing strongly in between us. sayang bebe so much :)
7-1-2008 12.21am
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